*stupid trojan spyware*

dar's com kena trojan spyware again..
haiz.. some how i kept thinks it's partially my fault this time..my stupid thumb drive...

I hate it..

dar said it's not my fault but still i feels so guilty.
the more he said not my fault, the more i gulity..
got to ask my bro-in-law to drive down to dar's place to
take the CPU and bring my my cousin's house whom i asked
for SOS..involved so many people.. trouble them so much..
cousin colyn: thanks for ya help.. appreciated.
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donno what happen to me recently..
kept having negative thoughts..

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i miss him but dare not call him..
even if i call him also donno what to say
really miss him..
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to you (u know who u are):
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still speechless..
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i'm sorry

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